December 2009
1 post
My 6 Fantasy pokemon would be....
1. Teddiursa (Male) 2. Electrike (Male) 3. Luxray (Male) 4. Mantine (Male) 5. Gardevoir (Female) 6. Cubone (Male)
we would be unstoppable of course. Teddiursa being the strongest and never evolving!
October 2009
4 posts
It hurts.
Being stood up.
September 2009
3 posts
i
hate my life. that is that. this could be possibly the third guy that has pretty much told me that he doesnt want to get to know me before he gets to know me. he found out one thing about my past and got scared away. i have a many secrets and many major events in my life, but i dont let those events stop me from being who i am and who i will become. this guy told me yesterday that he was excited...
I've Decided
That i am giving up. Closing down. it never works out for me. Maybe being straight would be a lot easier on my life. finding a great girl and being with them for life. though, i have already found amazing girls in my life, but knowing that i am gay, they would never want to be with me. maybe i am just doomed to be alone. yes it is early in my life, but i want to find someone that will hold meaning...
night world
legs = super tired. eyes = wet with sleep. stomach = angry with hunger. goodnight world.
August 2009
14 posts
First day of awesomeness
Okay, so Cali and I went for a 30 minute walk/run tonight. It was so much fun and refreshing. I don’t want to smoke anymore so I can feel this good all the time. I got all my homework done too, and it wasn’t at the last minute. I am so proud of myself. Now, I am off to shower, so I can get in my bed and sleep; the best sleep I will ever know will be tonight.
First Day of Sobriety
So first day; left house at noon, got in car with dad, drove to san marcos. got here around 2:30ish and unloaded. room looks awesome. we then went to wich which and ate some tastey sandwiches. then he left around 6ish. unpacked after he left. didnt take long. then took a shower in the new showers. then asked nikita to come by, which she did, and we listened to music and smoked hookah right outside...
Sorry I didnt post last nigh
I was so freakin tired when I got home last night. I was hangin with my two favorite lessies, herps girl, and anna. There was also Happy and Trey. They are Morphodites. But I had a lot of fun yesterday. I had some sushi, and some Starbucks. Dang, I spent too much money yesterday for someone who is trying to save it. But today after class, I am getting a new comfroter (sp?). I also got really over...
ugh
okay, so went to sleep around 3. woke up around 9 to finish my paper. it sucks, but whatever. school should be easy seeing as it is the LAST THREE DAYS. haha. everyone is raving about it. i am excited, because i only have one more grade in this class, and so far, i am making a B. WOOOT!!!
2:18 am
I am still awake, still doing the homework. Just awesome. My head started hurting, mainly my right temple, and my lungs started the same pain, or something in my chest. I dont really know what it was. It came on really randomly. Oh well, the pain has gone down. I am excited for tomorrow night. Ihop with the kids. Cant wait. Good night.
Awesome
Just got a memory card for my phone. I just put a lot of music on it, and I am so excited. Just needed to write out my excitement!!!
Awake
Waking up to thunder, a text message, piss on the floor, and “what time is it,” seems like an awesome morning huh? Thunder. yes. Text message. okay. “what time is it.” eh. Piss on the floor from a brother that had a drunken night. NO WAY! haha. Good times. Anyways, today I need to get the homework done, laundry, and the pool thing isn’t going to happen, but instead we...
Ending day one.
Okay, so day one has just ended. I am about to get some sleep. Tomorrow is fun day at the pool. everyone should check their events on their facebooks. I invited yall. So anyways. Long day of nothing. Room is cleaned. Tomorrow I have to do laundry, and while I wait, that is when i will do homework. Good plan. I can’t wait to sleep. Goodnight world!
Just waking up
So day one is starting of my new life style. I just woke up. 35 minutes later than I wanted to, but at least it isnt like hours late. Last night, I did clean a bit. I picked up most of the trash, put my art stuff away, put the boxes in my closet, and put the dirty clothes in my closet. Now i just have to finish, and then do some homework. I think I will be able to accomplish this by 4. Hopefully...
Personal goals of an unhappy college student.
Alright, so first off, FIRST BLOG FOR ME!!! I am really excited about this because I think that writing out feelings or expressing them this way is really healthy. I am going back to college, second year. I have many goals that I want to accomplish. So right now, I am not happy. I am not happy with my lifestyle, my appearance, my fat, my tabacco addiction, my drinking, my grades, and just how I...